Caught Between a Bookstore and an Amazon Place

A view from a bookstore

I had an interesting experience recently, one that emblemized the continuing turf-wars indie writers can get unwittingly caught up in amongst factions of the publishing world: those with whom we’ve attempted to engage with little or no success (traditional publishers); those we’re seeking to involve in our independent marketing efforts (bookstores), and those who actually give us the platform and opportunity to fulfill our goals as creative writers (Amazon, Smashwords, and others). That’s a big, unwieldy bunch and it turns out you don’t need to be a big player to get buffeted by the undertow. Here’s what happened:

A friend walked me into a sweet little bookstore in a sweet little town on the northern coast of California, and this very generous friend, always a big supporter of mine, spoke to the clerk behind the desk, extolling the virtues of my book, After The Sucker Punch, asking if there was a way that I could, as I have in other places, leave a couple of copies for sale in the store. Mind you, this bookstore is one that prides itself on its support of indie writers, so it wasn’t a stretch to presume they’d at least be open to the idea.

The pleasant young woman behind the desk took a copy of my very professionally produced book to the back office — “to check with the owner” — and, moments later, a fellow with fiery eyes (really) and an undeniably passive-aggressive edge to his demeanor (terse smile but poised for battle), approached with my book in hand, asked who the author was, and then proceeded to tell me he would NOT put my book on his shelves.


Because the physical copy, the actual paperback book, had been produced by CreateSpace, a subsidiary of Amazon, and he WOULD NOT sell the work of anyone affiliated with the place that’s “putting people out of business and destroying their livelihoods.” That’s a paraphrase but pretty close. To say I was taken aback by the vehemence of his rationale would be an understatement. I mean, little old me being partnered with the destroyer of lives, and here I was just trying to hawk my damn novel! I felt immediately defensive but tried to rein it in as best I could; attempted to reason with him (“I’m my own publisher…I’ve got it in other bookstores…it’s won awards”) but he was firmly pitched on his soap box.

Waving my book around like a wet rag, he went on to itemize his (many) complaints with Amazon in general, transitioned from there to detailing the formidable complexities he’d have to deal with regarding Amazon’s bookkeeping. When I suggested I could simply give him the books to sell and he would deal directly with me — leaving Evil Amazon out of it — he sputtered around with this or that, begrudgingly said I could maybe do a reading at some point “if you want to”; I responded that “why would I do a reading in a place that won’t sell my book?” We went round and round but ultimately it was clear this was a political issue, not a logistical one. 

What an odd and ironic happenstance!

After years of attempting to get a traditional publishing deal, ultimately opting to go indie, then working my ass off to write, create, and produce a good book, spend my time, energy, and considerable sums to promote and market that book, and, yes, do much of that with the help of a company that has given indie writers like myself the means to do for ourselves what others had been unwilling to do for and with us — well, to then have a bookstore owner reject that work out-of-hand because of my connection with said company??

As my mother used to say: you can’t win for losin’. 

Look, I get it: lots of businesses, jobs, careers, ways of life, etc., have been irrevocably altered, impacted, lost to the march of changing technology. Think of print shops that used to typeset our resumes, the typewriter industry as a whole, the greeting card business, companies that make stamps… hell, even the old horse n’ buggy trade! Things change, tastes change; the way we do business changes, and anyone who wants to survive has to change as well. It can be painful, people and professions can get lost along the way, but we are all obligated to learn, adapt, grow; embrace innovation and invention. It’s always been that way: survival of the fittest, the most adaptable. That will never change.Skylight Bookstore

And bookstores? They need to adapt and change, too, as many have. Because they are valuable, sacrosanct for some. Holy places. The church of the passionate reader, the beloved local business that nurtures local writers; a community’s heart and soul thriving on that most precious of commodities: ideas, words, art, emotion.

But there’s also a bigger picture here: bookstores, small and large, even those that do welcome indie writers, are also supplied by the Big Five; those huge, fire-breathing traditional publishers who’ve long held the world of books under their thumbs and have only in more recent year lost ground to the changing tides. But while they still hold sway, and still have their allegiances within the media and marketplace, they remain the prime suppliers of what goes into bookstores: books written by the evermore exclusive cadre of authors who’ve been invited into the sanctum of the “traditional publishing deal.” These writers trade their creative and financial autonomy for the heft of a big company’s imprint and distribution, some marketing assistance (though that has deeply diminished), and the tangential glow of being considered a bona fide, traditionally published writer, something the media, the publishing marketplace, and it seems some bookstores, still see as having higher perceived value than…. well, other published writers.

And the Big 5 companies — or the bookstores themselves — set prices for those books that are much higher in stores than readers can find on sites like Amazon. So readers buy them on Amazon. Yes, this impacts stores; yes, it diminishes their customer base, but it’s economic logic: who wants to spend $25 for a book you can get elsewhere for $10? And, as a bonus, while you’re there on Amazon or Smashwords, you can find a whole slew of other reasonably priced books to consider — many of which are quite excellent — written by indie authors the Big 5 — and many bookstores — won’t give the time of day.

It’s not hard to figure why the marketplace is evolving as it is. 

There is much more to say on this turbulent, impossible to predict world of books, writers, publishers, and book sellers, but since this is a piece about a bookstore, let me wrap it up with this: 

Bookstores need to rethink their strategy. To ignore, dismiss, or reject the quality work of independent writers because those writers have had their books produced by an Amazon-affiliated company is just plain silly. And self-sabotaging. If this fellow had stocked my books, I’d have done everything I could to promote that fact, promoting his store along the way. I’d have written a blog here, maybe one at Huff Post; I’d have set up a reading and brought in interested customers who’d likely buy other books he stocked and potentially become regular customers. I’d have purchased books at his store whenever I was in the area, and there would be a general aura of good-will around his store and my book and that just leads to more good-will. He lost that opportunity, which is unfortunate.

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But me? I’ll just set up my wares and focus my brick & mortar attention on places that do support indie writers regardless of who printed their books. Places like Vroman’s in Pasadena, Book Soup in Hollywood, and certainly Skylight Books in Los Angeles. (Skylight, in particular, treats indie writers with marketplace respect: buying and selling without fees, without time constraints, and without fuss.) And beyond bookstores, I’ll go anywhere that’s interested in my work, that invites me to do a reading, wear a tiara, sell some books, and bring in customers, many of whom will not only buy my book, but the wares of wherever it is we may be… say, The Whole 9 Gallery (above) in Culver City.

And it’ll be fun and productive because not a one of those merchants will give a hoot where I got my paperback printed. As it should be.

Skylight bookshelf photo by Susan Morgenstern
Exterior of Skylight Bookstore photo by LDW
“After The Sucker Punch book reading at The Whole 9” photo by Tom Amandes

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4 thoughts on “Caught Between a Bookstore and an Amazon Place

  1. Brenda Perlin

    Very well put. Good for you for getting it out there. Your books are quality reads and it is the loss of readers who can’t buy your book in a book store. A real shame if you ask me.


    1. Thanks, Brenda! These are strange, evolving times in our industry and I think a lot of people are struggling to figure out how to do it — how to stay in business, how to succeed, how to endure, whatever it is we’re all doing — while still adjusting with the changing times. I have a feeling this guy is awash in fear about how this will impact his store and reacted accordingly, with fear. Not a great place from which to make decisions, surely, but I understand. But still… those who survive will be those who figure out how they can embrace the changes. Thanks so much for your comment; always appreciate hearing from you, my friend! LDW


  2. Nancy Andres

    Yay for you: Book #2! Yay for me too, I get another great story! Great cover – isn’t that one of your photographs? Best of luck, always.


    1. Thank you, Nancy! And — good eye — that IS one of my photographs! One of my favorites, actually. There is a running thread in this new book about an ice cream truck so it was a perfect fit. And I hope certainly hope you enjoy #2 when it finally hits the streets! Thanks, as always, for your kind thoughts! LDW


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